Masque
If the truth be told,
And tongue so bold,
Then I am not
My own person.
Rather façade,
This masquerade,
Painted faces,
I will display.
For what lies before,
I cannot afford,
To raise back,
From the dead.
And so with delay,
I slip away,
With speech
Rendered useless.
Who then stands,
In reprimand,
To hold my
Wayward tongue?
If the truth be told,
And tongue so bold,
Then he is not,
His own person.
Where Pain and Suffering Tread by evil-monkey3, literature
Literature
Where Pain and Suffering Tread
Where Pain and Suffering Tread
Repressed emotions longing to breathe,
Sustained dreams awaiting to soar,
A lasting pain deep within,
A hope that endears forevermore....
There, Hold Me Still
With fleeting dreams and wistful glance,
Steal away from time's selfish dance,
From bitter tears we dare not cry,
To the place we can live this lie,
There, hold me still.
Sustained ardor there is no advance,
Comfort is found in dark expanse,
Stay with me in this trance!
With torn and bleeding hearts, we fly,
There, hold me still.
We smile, but we know, there's no chance,
For this incandescent romance,
Then silent breath answers why,
How, my heart, can I say goodbye?
With fleeting dreams and wistful glance,
There, hold me still.
Masque
If the truth be told,
And tongue so bold,
Then I am not
My own person.
Rather façade,
This masquerade,
Painted faces,
I will display.
For what lies before,
I cannot afford,
To raise back,
From the dead.
And so with delay,
I slip away,
With speech
Rendered useless.
Who then stands,
In reprimand,
To hold my
Wayward tongue?
If the truth be told,
And tongue so bold,
Then he is not,
His own person.
Where Pain and Suffering Tread by evil-monkey3, literature
Literature
Where Pain and Suffering Tread
Where Pain and Suffering Tread
Repressed emotions longing to breathe,
Sustained dreams awaiting to soar,
A lasting pain deep within,
A hope that endears forevermore....
"The only easy day, was yesterday." -Navy SEAL motto
So...this journal entry is mostly for my friends (i have friends! i know i do!) who want to know what's going on with me and why I don't hang with them or text them.
To answer the latter: I'm just extremely lame. ^^; please don't kill me. So it's not you guyses, it's me. I've become lazy about charging my phone and connecting with the outside world and have been burying myself in my books again.
Trying to hang out is another issue. March was a completely lame month for me. So I put those memories inside of a box, put that box inside of another box, and mailed that box to myself! And when
.:FIRE:.
[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[*] You are very competitive.
[*] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. (I'm a decent swimmer)
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[*] You can be quite reckless.
[*] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[*] People have often called you insane. (I prefer EVIL GENIUS!)
Total: 5
.:WATER:.
[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality. (I consider my true personality to show when I'm around my family...and it is not calm. xD )
[
Blah.....my new favorite word.
-Any names your parents were thinking about that you would prefer?
Um...they've never told me if they thought of calling me something else.... My mom has always said that she had planned on calling one of her girls "laura" or "julia" tho (which never happened btw). I would've preferred laura.
-If you had to pick one outfit that you currently own to wear for the rest of your life, what would it consist of?
Sheesh...i'd just wear my pajamas. :3 But if it had to be "real" clothing: my comfiest jeans, a tank, my black roxy jacket, and my beloved cons. <3
-What do you think is going to happen to you after you